>Thoughts While Recuperating

So last week I get clobbered by a slingshotted waterballoon and am ordered (after E.R. and specialist) to lay low. Tomorrow, Monday, I go in for a check up to get prognosis. On four different eyedrop medications; swelling is down, skin is going through a rainbow of colors, zippo pain.

I do not do well doing nothing. I usually jog, ride bike, or whatever each day…and am not supposed to walk much less anything else for a while. Thankfully I can read, and I’ve been doing that; and television is okay, though a bit blurry.
But I admit I’m antsy. Looking forward to a trip to Tennessee Tuesday, returning Sunday and leaving Monday for two weeks of camp ministry in Alma, Nebraska. All of this, of course, contingent on a good report from doc tomorrow.
My seven-year-old asks, “Why, why you, Dad?” I tell him it’s an accident, and yet I also am convinced of God’s sovereignty. I’m very thankful it hit me and not my “passenger” Jessica. But why did God allow it to clobber anyone?
Beats me. I said I know God is sovereign, but I don’t “get” it. I believe in the truth of Romans 8.28, but I can’t perceive the good.
What if the catscan reveals a tumor that otherwise would have gone undiagnosed? What if leaving camp early somehow allowed someone to hear the gospel in a different way and thus come to salvation?
What if…what if…what if….
“Chill, Jack” is what I hear God whisper. “As you so often say, Jack, ‘don’t let what you don’t know mess up what (Who) you do know.'”
Okay, Lord, I’ll chill. I’ll trust. I’ll understand this injury is so mickey mouse compared to what so many are going through…but I confess I still grit my teeth a bit…
I will “Be still, and know that (You) are God.” I won’t pester You with the “what ifs” or the “whys.”
And it will be a cold day in the lower regions before I take part in a slingshotted water balloon game involving live targets!

Author: Jack Hager

Jesus invaded my life shortly after my arrest at age 26. I spent the first few years of my new life incarcerated. Went to Bible school after parole; have served with Kansas City Youth For Christ, Headwaters Christian Youth (Rhinelander, Wi), Family Life Ministries (Bath, NY), and now with Midland Ministries (Saint Joseph, Mo). Married with four children, work with youth, adults, inmates. Heavily involved in Bible quizzing for four decades. Narrow minded about Jesus and the gospel; fairly open minded about most other things. Speak in churches, camps (both teen and family), civic groups, public schools, Christian schools and colleges...amazed I get to do what I get to do....favorite verse Romans 15.13 "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing so that you, by the power of the Holy Spirit, may overflow with hope."

2 thoughts on “>Thoughts While Recuperating”

  1. >I know God is sovereign. I know that God is good. I know that God loves me and because of that I will trust him.

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